Note: I had this essay 90% finished months ago, and then fell off the blogging bandwagon! My thoughts have continued to evolve on this topic in the months since I first wrote this, but I still wanted to give this piece its 10% polish and put it up here. Hope you enjoy!
I recently finished Peter Brown’s biography of Augustine and now find myself, thanks to that book, re-evaluating my opinion of Augustine’s theology of grace as it relates to human free will. I had read his Confessions before, but beyond that, I had only read excerpts of his other works – mostly from the period of his struggle against Pelagianism. Reading that material left me with a negative view of Augustine’s thought on those matters. His thinking seemed rigid, forensic, and cold. My common complaint when faced with theological determinism also seemed to apply as a I read Augustine’s arguments against Pelagius: such views seem only to make sense if a person is willing to ignore subjective human experience – our interiority, our sense of freedom and responsibility, and the anxiety which accompanies both – imposing on such experiences a rigid theological system which fails to reflect how people actually, concretely live in and know the world.
All of us live everyday as if we have the power to make real choices. We debate and at least seem to decide, for instance, whether to eat Frosted Flakes or Lucky Charms for breakfast. Such internal debates pale in significance, however, when compared to the internal struggle we experience when attempting to make larger decisions about the direction of our lives or when attempting to deny a temptation and choose what we know to be God’s will. And even these situations are eclipsed in their ability to provoke anxiety in us – the anxiety of having to make a choice – by those times when we do not know what God’s will is or what the right choice might be. We struggle with choices in all these categories, we exhort one another to make certain choices over others, we develop whole rhetorical art forms dedicated to the notion that persuasion is possible, we celebrate our successful choices and regret our failures. For all these reasons, any attempts, including Augustine’s, to say that we are not capable of making certain choices for ourselves have always rung hollow to me. I think most such arguments are driven primarily by a desire to assert the absolute sovereignty of God, divorced from any consideration of human subjectivity and based upon the fallacious assumption of a fundamental incompatibility between divine sovereignty and human free will. Thus theological determinism has always seemed to me far less interested in human subjectivity and for that reason inferior to those free-will theologies which do not deny what seems to be a universal component of the human experience (the possibility, responsibility, and anxiety of choice.)
I no longer believe, however, that this is the best way to describe the rationale behind Augustine’s theology of grace and volition. Brown does a fantastic job of demonstrating that it was Augustine, not Pelagius, who was concerned about the inner lives of individuals and eager to grapple theologically with such subjective experiences.
What [Augustine] criticized immediately in Pelagianism, was far less its optimism about human nature, as the fact that such optimism seemed to be based upon a transparently inadequate view of the complexity of human motivation. The two men disagreed radically on an issue that is still relevant . . . on the nature and sources of a fully good, creative action. How could this rare thing happen? For one person [Pelagius], a good action could mean one that fulfilled successfully certain conditions of behavior, for another [Augustine], one that marked the culmination of an inner evolution. (Brown 373)
For Pelagius, God was an “enlightened despot,” whose laws were to be followed by his subjects for the sake of their own well-being. Human goodness was completely coterminous with obedience to those laws. Nothing, furthermore, stood in the way of this obedience other than the force of negative human habits – a force that was no match for the power of the human will aided by the proper kind of moral environment and a good example to follow. The church provided the first, Christ provided the second, and all that was left was for Christians to shake off their moral laxity and make the choices they knew they should.
Augustine knew first hand, however, that this description of human choice was woefully inadequate. Like Paul, he knew what it was to see the law of Christ at work in his mind but the law of sin at work in his members. He knew what it was to will the good, but be pursued by evil – to feel as if he were ruled by a hostile power, “Now if I do what I do not want to do, it is no longer I who do it, but sin living in me.” More was needed than a change of environment and a good example. And even if such aids could help a determined individual arrive at a perfect obedience to God’s commands, this was no gaurentee that the inner motivations of such a person weren’t hopelessly twisted by pride, resentment, or insecurity. The pride of the “saintly” is a sin just as serious and quite possibly more dangerous than the debauchery of the sinful.
Attempting to refute Pelagius’ view of grace and free will, Augustine relied on Paul’s distinction between the letter that kills and and the Spirit which enlivens. Augustine believed it was the role of the Spirit to transform individuals into people with a capacity to love goodness for itself. Apart from such a love, obedience was not worth achieving, let alone achievable. On this topic, Brown quotes from Augustine’s treatise, On the Spirit and the Letter:
You [Pelagius] enumerate many ways in which God helps us – the commands of the Scriptures, blessings, healings, chastenings, excitations, and inspirations; but that He gives us love and helps us in this way, you do not say. (Brown 374)
For me, the most effective argument against every type of theological determinism has always been to point to God’s desire not for automatic obedience but for love, not for the kind of perfect followers which robots make but for the kind of fealty only a passionate and free being is capable of giving. What Augustine, through Brown, is forcing me to question now, however, is the relationship between freedom and love. I always felt, intuitively, that the relationship was a simple one -freedom was the necessary precondition for love. Love that was not an expression of an autonomous freedom was not, for that reason, love. (I always recognized such freedom to be God’s gift to humanity that, while twisted seriously by the fall, remained strong enough to allow us to make the one decision that mattered most – to accept or reject God’s offer of grace.)
Here, however, is Brown on Augustine’s insights in this area:
Men choose in a way more complex than that suggested by the hallowed stereotypes of common-sense. For an act of choice is not just a matter of knowing what to choose: it is a matter in which loving and feeling are involved. And in men, this capacity to know and to feel in a single, involved whole, has been intimately dislocated: ‘The understanding flies on ahead, and there follows, oh, so slowly, and sometimes not at all, our weakened human capacity for feeling.’ Men choose because they love; but Augustine had been certain for some twenty years, that they could not, of themselves, choose to love. The vital capacity to unite feeling and knowledge comes from outside man’s powers of self-determination.
This rings true to me. When I see the sun setting over the ocean and hear its waves breaking in front of me, my heart swells in my chest with delight. This delight comes unbidden, I cannot resist it, I did not choose it – it is part of who and what I am, part of how I’m made, and for that reason I value it as highly as I do. God’s will is that we should all delight in him, as we were made to do – but sin has intervened. We do not delight in God, and though we can choose a grudging obedience to him, we cannot make ourselves delight in him. Augustine believed that only the unilateral action of God could bring about a transformation in a person that would allow them to delight in God. That transformation was the substance of salvation.
As I think about this argument, my old certainties (I have fewer and fewer of them these days) about freedom, salvation, and love seem less certain. Its not that I think Augustine has gotten it all right. No, I think he has come dangerously close to simply inverting the equation with which I started. Rather than making human freedom the precondition for human love toward God, he’s made human love toward God the precondition for freedom, asserting that human love toward God is wholly a gift from God to humans. This, however, sacrifices the full meaning of love by removing human choice from our love toward God. Both views, however, share something important in common. They think of the relationship between love and freedom as a one way street, one making the other possible in human beings.
I think it might be better, though, to think about freedom and love as interdependent. They grow together, mysteriously, each one presupposing the other, their twin existence a miracle. This divine occurence is more sublime because it is, at the same time, a human one. God includes humanity in his activity, sharing his agency with us. Because of this, we dance with God in freedom and in love. This is not as neat and tidy, nor as clear, nor as well defined a position as either Augustine’s or Pelagius’; it relies on mystery, paradox, and metaphor rather than philosophical categories, but why should that trouble us? I prefer the image of God and humanity dancing, the steps of our dance blurring together, our shared motions not reducible to forensic description without fundamentally altering the truth of the dance – a truth which can only be arrived at by living it. Whatever our theology, to follow Christ is to lose ourselves to this dance. In its dynamic, unending motion we experience the twin realities of love and freedom. In the dance, they are one, just as we and our Lord have been made one. Caught up in the delight of this unity-in-motion, we don’t think to capture and pin down the dance, to separate each step from the next, to analyze them in abstraction. To understand the dance it must be observed from within – it must be danced.
In freedom and in love, we dance with Christ, happy to be caught up in the motion and flow of truths that can’t stand still, to be dancing with the one we love to harmonies no philosophy can follow.
